cuti bosan..

hey,sorry for not keeping touch with u dear.hv been busy wif homeworks lately..anyway,i make breakfast today.the menu is nasi goreng + fishball + air suam..better la than dining hall's food.hmm..today is my friend's birthday.juz wish her last night.she's fifteen..haha!!everyone's getting older.even me on last 3rd may.people come annd go and changes but i'm juz the same cute little girl that stays at this place now and always.

beware the past,face the present and forget the future...as it will come eventually and no doubt..k,gtg..got things to do!!toodles-

open day..

we had an open day at college for the first time.we held it on the month of april.i thinked it was 7th april maybe(if i'm not mistaken)it was really a fun day for all of us.i spent for almost rm30 on that day.i bought nasi kerabu,ayam bakar,spaghetti and much more.i joined the futsal team and we lost to the other team.our team was mostly from red house and our opponents were mostly from green and blue house.it was really fun and we lost to them.bsides,it was just a futsl game to cheer us up.



i was eating when suddenly raudah cama and asked me to follow pn.suzalin to hospital cause a f1 nearly fainted.we waited her for almost 3 hours and we just wasting our times as she didn't have any life-threatening disease.luckily,pn.suzalin gave us rm20 to spend when we get back to college.(*we means me and 2 f1 of yellow house*)we bought the banana fritters sold by yellow house.


if i'm not mistaken,yellow got the most house with the most visitors(i thinked la) niway,enjoy the pics..

our ED

ED was a blast.my batch won the slide show.it was awesome.seriously.eventhough we don't get the BJP(best junior play) but it really fun.btw,we lsso have a controversy with the f4 and f5 but we managed to settle it.so,these are the pics that i got to take,ENJOY!!

giving up

my heart,

"no one wants to share the pain,i keep it to myself.."

do u know what it means to be alone all the time.seriously it kind of sad actually.but for me being alone or being together is juat the same.i don't know why.don't ask me.ask urself coz u noe urself better than others.

have u ever wondered what does it feel like no one wants to share the pain with u and u have to keep it within urself.trust me.it makes u feel bad.seriously.everyone just want to share the joy and the fun but then they left us when we are in pain.

is there anyone that can help me coz i'm in dilemma right now.yes it's true when people said that we have family but i'm saying that i'm in an sbp.there was no one to help me but i know that i have Allah.i hope that i will stay with HIM no matter what happens..

that's all for today..assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh.

my heart

hmm,i don't know why but i'm always be alone.sometimes i'm so sad that i forgot to cry.it's not that i have probs buts things around me make me feel the way.i could't understand why people said that i'm so happy and living the life to the fullest.i'm not sure what i've done wrong but i'm scared to see tomorrows as i might get into a really challenging life.but whatever i thinked of or felt of,i'll always know that i have Allah,my family,my friends and those who loves me but didn't express their feeling. niway,although i'm being alone but sometimes i feel so happy.not to be sarcastic but...hmm nevermind..i've got to gow now.study comes first than online..toodles:)

college

reaching college last evening at 3.30 pm.getting so tired as i lived on the road.my journey starts from college(last friday),to malacca then to kuantan.on saturday,at 3 pm i went to johor and reach there for about 10 pm.then i rushed to college yesterday at 10 pm.it was such a tired long journey.niway,about our robot,there are meny good things happen.it is getting easier.i'm trying to move the hand down a bit and just go until the end of the side to take the loops.but then,we still have to think the program to the access markers.till that.toodles..

luv home so much.juz got back from college yesterday.going to johor today and going back to college tomorrow.this is what we call life.niway,live to the fullest.bye..