giving up

my heart,

"no one wants to share the pain,i keep it to myself.."

do u know what it means to be alone all the time.seriously it kind of sad actually.but for me being alone or being together is juat the same.i don't know why.don't ask me.ask urself coz u noe urself better than others.

have u ever wondered what does it feel like no one wants to share the pain with u and u have to keep it within urself.trust me.it makes u feel bad.seriously.everyone just want to share the joy and the fun but then they left us when we are in pain.

is there anyone that can help me coz i'm in dilemma right now.yes it's true when people said that we have family but i'm saying that i'm in an sbp.there was no one to help me but i know that i have Allah.i hope that i will stay with HIM no matter what happens..

that's all for today..assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh.

my heart

hmm,i don't know why but i'm always be alone.sometimes i'm so sad that i forgot to cry.it's not that i have probs buts things around me make me feel the way.i could't understand why people said that i'm so happy and living the life to the fullest.i'm not sure what i've done wrong but i'm scared to see tomorrows as i might get into a really challenging life.but whatever i thinked of or felt of,i'll always know that i have Allah,my family,my friends and those who loves me but didn't express their feeling. niway,although i'm being alone but sometimes i feel so happy.not to be sarcastic but...hmm nevermind..i've got to gow now.study comes first than online..toodles:)