my heart

hmm,i don't know why but i'm always be alone.sometimes i'm so sad that i forgot to cry.it's not that i have probs buts things around me make me feel the way.i could't understand why people said that i'm so happy and living the life to the fullest.i'm not sure what i've done wrong but i'm scared to see tomorrows as i might get into a really challenging life.but whatever i thinked of or felt of,i'll always know that i have Allah,my family,my friends and those who loves me but didn't express their feeling. niway,although i'm being alone but sometimes i feel so happy.not to be sarcastic but...hmm nevermind..i've got to gow now.study comes first than online..toodles:)